1. Are you a survivor of: (choose all that apply)
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Satanic Ritual Abuse
55.0%138
Cult Trauma (Religious)
25.9%65
Ritual Abuse (Religious)
34.7%87
Ritual Abuse (not Religious)
17.5%44
Mind Control (all forms)
60.6%152
Spiritual Abuse (non physical)
32.3%81
Religious Sexual Abuse (Clergy or Church)
18.3%46
Family Member or SO of a Survivor
24.7%62
Helping Professional (Clergy or MHP)
8.4%21
 Other (please specify)
15.9%40

2. What is your age?
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12-16
2.0%5
17-21
4.8%12
22-27
9.6%24
28-33
15.5%39
34-37
10.0%25
38-44
21.5%54
45-50
19.1%48
51-55
8.4%21
56-60
4.8%12
61-67
1.6%4
68 or older
2.8%7

3. What part of the world did your abuse or trauma take place in?
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With in the USA
71.3%179
Canada
9.2%23
South America
0.8%2
Eastern Europe
2.8%7
Western Europe
11.2%28
Asia
1.2%3
Africa
1.2%3
Australia/Oceania
5.2%13
Antarctica
0.8%2
Don't wish to answer
2.4%6

4. If you would like to give specific geographical locations of your abuse such as city, state, province, or country information please list it here. Please do not include names of specific buildings or organizations. (This question is not required)
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5. What part of the world do you reside in now?
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Asia
0.4%1
Africa
0.4%1
Europe
9.2%23
North America
76.9%193
South America
0.4%1
Australia/Oceania
6.4%16
Antarctica
0.8%2
 Other (please specify)
5.6%14

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6. Which of the following, if any, have you experienced in your past? (Check all that apply)
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Sexual Abuse
82.7%196
Physical Abuse
81.4%193
Emotional Abuse
91.1%216
Pornography
52.3%124
Prostitution
28.7%68
Ritual Sacrifice
54.4%129
Mind Control Programming
62.4%148
Given Drugs
63.7%151
Forced to Harm or Kill Others
48.9%116
Breeding for Sacrifice
15.2%36
Watched as loved ones were hurt
45.6%108
Trained to Program or Control Others
18.6%44
Trained as Informant
7.2%17
High Priest or Priestess
11.8%28
Sexual Abuse with Animals
37.1%88
Forced to Sexually Abuse Others
35.0%83
Abused in Ritual Fashion (non religous)
32.9%78
Abused Spiritually
49.4%117
Intentionally Conditioned to Dissociate
59.5%141
I am not a survivor
5.1%12
Don't wish to answer
2.5%6
 Other (please specify)
6.3%15

7. Have you always remembered your trauma or did you repress it? (Choose 1)
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Yes, have always remembered my trauma
17.1%41
No, repressed memories now recovered
24.2%58
Remembered some of it & repressed the rest
49.2%118
Not applicable
4.2%10
Don't wish to answer
5.4%13

8. Have you received or are you receiving any form of therapy for your trauma?
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Yes, in the past
20.0%48
Yes, in the past and currently
39.6%95
Yes, currently only
12.9%31
No, never
20.0%48
Not a survivor
2.9%7
Don't wish to answer
3.3%8
 Other (please specify)
1.3%3

9. Who is or was the main source of your trauma?
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My immediate family
60.4%145
My extended family
32.5%78
Small Organized Cult or religious group
30.0%72
Large Organized Cult or Group
30.0%72
Church
15.4%37
Clery or Priest
8.3%20
Government
15.4%37
I am not a survivor
2.1%5
Don't wish to answer
4.6%11
 Other (please specify)
12.5%30

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10. At what age did your trauma begin? (choose 1) Don't worry if you don't know for sure. Give your best estimation.
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Before birth
19.5%46
Age 1
14.4%34
Age 2-3
22.9%54
Age 4-6
18.2%43
Age 7-9
6.4%15
Age 10-13
3.4%8
Age 14-17
1.7%4
Age 18+
8.5%20
Prefer not to answer
2.5%6
Not a survivor
2.5%6

11. Have you been diagnosed with any of the following? (Choose all that apply)
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Dissociative Identity Disorder
52.5%124
Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
10.2%24
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
60.2%142
Bi-Polar Disorder
14.4%34
Borderline Personality Disorder
22.9%54
Adjustment Disorder
4.2%10
Antisocial Personality Disorder
6.8%16
Attention-Deficit Disorder (ADD, ADHD)
13.6%32
Avoidant Personality Disorder
5.1%12
Delusional Disorder
3.4%8
Dysthymic Disorder
5.9%14
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
24.6%58
Histrionic Personality Disorder
3.4%8
Major Depressive Disorder
39.4%93
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
1.3%3
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
14.4%34
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder
2.1%5
Oppositional-Defiant Disorder
2.1%5
Panic Disorder
28.0%66
Paranoid Personality Disorder
4.2%10
Schizoaffective Disorder
4.2%10
Schizoid Personality Disorder
1.3%3
Schizophrenia
7.2%17
Schizotypal Personality Disorder
1.3%3
Separation Anxiety Disorder
5.1%12
Social Phobia
11.0%26
Specific Phobia
3.4%8
Tourette's Disorder
0.8%2
An Eating Disorder
28.8%68
Alcohol or Drug Addiction
22.5%53
Fibromyalgia
14.4%34
Chronic Fatigue
14.8%35
Epstein Barr
3.4%8
Lupus
0.8%2
Multiple Schlerosis
1.3%3
Ulcers
14.8%35
None of the above
14.0%33

12. Do you experience problems or increase in symptoms when certain religious holidays approach? (choose one)
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Yes, on most religious holidays
38.1%90
Yes, but the dates vary
28.0%66
Never
5.9%14
Not sure
20.8%49
Doesn't apply
7.2%17

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13. Are you still being hurt or control by your perpetrator(s)
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Yes, frequently
16.2%38
Yes, on occassion
15.7%37
No
46.8%110
Not sure
19.6%46
Doesn't apply
1.7%4

14. Does your trauma involved any of the following: (Choose all that apply)
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The Masons or Masonic Lodge
21.7%51
Eastern Stars
5.5%13
Golden Dawn
3.4%8
1st Church of Satan
8.5%20
Temple of Set
1.7%4
Illuminati
17.0%40
United States Government
15.7%37
The Mormons
5.5%13
Knights Templar
2.6%6
The Brethren  0.0%0
Christian Science
2.6%6
Church of Scientology
3.4%8
Eckankar
0.4%1
Falun Gong/Falun Dafa
0.4%1
The Family, formerly called The Children of God
3.0%7
The "Garbage Eaters
1.3%3
Hare Krishna - ISKCON
0.4%1
Jehovah's Witnesses
4.3%10
Neo-Paganism
1.7%4
New Age
6.4%15
Santeria
2.1%5
Unification Church
0.4%1
Vodun (Voodoo)
3.4%8
The Way
1.3%3
BRUDERHOF COMMUNITIES  0.0%0
HUTTERIAN BRETHEREN EAST  0.0%0
THE BRUDERHOF  0.0%0
THE SOCIETY OF BROTHERS
0.9%2
INSIGHT SEMINARS (MISA)  0.0%0
LAROUCHE
0.4%1
LOCAL CHURCH OF WITNESS LEE  0.0%0
Presidio Day Care Center  0.0%0
McMartin Day Care Center
0.4%1
MOTHER OF GOD
0.9%2
MAHIKARI  0.0%0
NATIONAL LABOR FEDERATION (NATLFED)  0.0%0
THE PROVISIONAL COMMUNIST PARTY
1.3%3
THE FORMATION  0.0%0
NEO-TECH ZONPOWER  0.0%0
ORDO TEMPLI ORIENTIS
3.4%8
Rajneesh  0.0%0
Unification Church  0.0%0
Prefer not to say
14.9%35
Not Applicable
24.3%57
 Other (please specify)
28.1%66

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15. Have you dealt with any of the following types of programming? (Choose all that apply)
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Wizard of Oz Programming
12.8%29
Alice in Wonderland Programming
11.5%26
Kabalah Programming
6.6%15
Rheddi Firma
0.9%2
Star Trek
4.8%11
Any form of Disney Programming
12.3%28
Peter Pan Programming
7.5%17
Spin Programming
22.9%52
Mirror Programming
21.1%48
MK-Ultra Monarch Programming
13.2%30
Not Applicable
31.3%71
Prefer not to state
15.0%34
 Other (please specify)
23.8%54

16. Did your trauma occur in any of the following locations? (Choose all that apply)
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Disneyland
5.7%13
Disneyworld
2.6%6
Univeral Studios
1.8%4
Child Care Center
8.4%19
Church
36.6%83
Graveyard
35.2%80
Airforce Base
8.8%20
Army Base
7.0%16
Marine Base
2.2%5
Naval Base
6.6%15
Public School
17.2%39
Private School
8.4%19
Hospital
20.7%47
Secret Compound
29.1%66
Airport
2.6%6
Private Home
70.5%160
Religious site
22.0%50
College or University Campus
9.7%22
Film Studio
5.7%13
Prefer not to state
4.0%9
Not applicable
6.6%15
 Other (please specify)
21.6%49

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17. What theraputic tools or coping skills do you find the most helpful to your recovery? (choose all that apply)
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Journaling
68.0%140
Art work or therapy
51.5%106
Poetry
44.2%91
Audio Taping
3.9%8
Collaging
17.0%35
Grounding Skills
30.1%62
Dialectal Behavior Therapy
4.4%9
EMDR
8.7%18
Regression Therapy
10.7%22
Cognative Therapy
18.4%38
Personal Deprogramming
21.4%44
None
6.3%13
Not Applicable
4.9%10
 Other (please specify)
23.3%48

18. Is your spouse/significant other supportive of your recovery?
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Yes, completely
30.1%62
Most of the time
14.6%30
No
14.6%30
Does not apply
37.4%77
 Other (please specify)
3.4%7

19. Do you have children?
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Yes
50.5%104
No
41.7%86
Prefer not to state
5.8%12
 Other (please specify)
1.9%4

20. Please describe what is the hardest obstacle you have found in your recovery....
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21. Please list what has helped you the most in your recovery...
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22. If you could tell the world anything what would it be?
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23. Please any comments you have here regarding this topic or questionnaire
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