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Healing for Parent and
Child Relationships

Happy Father's Day
or Mother's Day?



Many people, who come to Cross Walk Life, believe that they have already worked through their childhood hurts - until Mother's Day or Father's Day. They have endeavored to forgive, to stop blaming and condemning others or themselves. Yet, on Mother's Day or Father's Day, their buttons are pushed again and they realize that there are still walls protecting unhealed areas in their hearts.

Many also feel somewhat separated from God because of the bruises left on their personal spirit, by those hurtful experiences in the past. The ability of their spirit to trust was stunted. Their ability to hold their heart open in new relationships was hampered by the guilt, estrangement, rejection, fear of punishment or the neglect of their old relationships. They have been forgiven and have forgiven others, but still need the healing touch of Jesus to actually give them a new heart, in order to celebrate Mother's Day or Father's Day.

At Cross Walk Life, we trust Jesus to restore their ability to hold their heart open to God and others - because their capacity to embrace love has been crippled. Although their mind may be willing to accept God's truth and love, their personal spirit has unbelieving areas in it's very heart, that quickly shrink back into a little "turtle shell" to hide or they harden like an "armored tank," ready to attack.

Many of us were deeply bruised, even as babies, and went into rejection before we could talk. Unfortunately, many of our beliefs today, years later, are still based on beliefs that we developed during traumatic times in our childhood.

Ask God if you had any of these pre-natal or childhood wounds:

I was not planned; I have to prove that I have a right to be here.
My mother tried to abort me; each year at that time I feel depressed.
I was illegitimate; I am a source of shame and disappointment.
Mother and I were abused before I was born; I am a victim.
I was untimely and inconvenient; I am a problem.
I was born the wrong sex; I must be homosexual.
My mother gave me away; people don't keep their commitments to me.
I took up finances or love that others needed; I am a burden.
I was always in childcare; I don't know how to bond with people.
My father didn't care; I don't know my value or true identity.
My mother was anxious, insecure and fearful; I have to fix it for her.
I was afraid of my father; authorities don't have my best interest at heart.
I was potty-trained with abuse; I am uptight, nervous and high-strung.
I wasn't allowed to say "No;" I can't set and enforce my boundaries.
I was not allowed to be "me;" I am defined by their values and needs.
My father abandoned me; I am not valuable or loveable.
My parent didn't take care about me; I have to take care of myself.
My parent was not affectionate; I can't give and receive affection.
I was constantly criticized and misunderstood; I don't belong.
My parents bought me with things; I must buy people and their love.
I could not live up to my parent's standards; I have to earn acceptance.
I wasn't allowed or trusted to make my own choices; I am indecisive.
My parent was a perfectionist; I procrastinate if I can't do it perfectly.
My parents were horrible; God must not love me like He does other people.
My father was simply not there for me; God is not there for me either.
My parents didn't listen to me; God doesn't answer my prayers.
I was not allowed to share my feelings; its not OK to be real.

If you don't want to go through life blaming parents and think that you might benefit from personal restoration prayer, at Cross Walk Life or on the phone, let us know.

If you could relate to any of the above and can see how these bruises are still hurting in your spirit today, Jesus has offered to take the pain out of your experiences and replace these lies with His truth about you. He is ready to restore your disabled heart with a new one and to enable you to relate to your Heavenly Father and others in wholeness. Could I (Carlotta Waldmann) pray for you now?

Dear Heavenly Father, I ask You in the name of Jesus, to tell ___________ that they are chosen, planned and are the apple of your eye...... that you have dreams and purposes for them....... that you came to redeem every hurtful experience ..... and to make those weak places strong ..... that they are a joy and delight to you, precious in your sight.

I ask you, Holy Spirit, to pour healing oil into all their wounds and massage it in until they stop hurting....... to hold them until they accept your embrace and rest in your strong arms...... I ask you to rewrite their identity with the truths of your unconditional love and acceptance. Forgive them for every unforgiveness, judgment and bitter expectation that they sowed, so that they will not have to reap them. Help them to forgive themselves for buying into these lies all these years. Loose them now from all the effects of these wounds and give them new hearts and new ground to sow new seeds into.

Dear Father, enable them to receive your heart to restore them from all the injuries that the choices of others caused. Give them the courage to choose to receive your love, restoration and YOUR PLAN for their life now. May they know the fulfillment of being your child, who is loved and accepted, totally forgiven and fully pleasing to you. Take their shame, guilt and fears, Lord, and give them a double portion of your vision and blessing. Thank you, Jesus


Isa 61:1 The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD has anointed me to bring good news to the humble; he has sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and to open the prison for them that are bound;........7 For your shame you shall have a double portion; and instead of being confused, you will rejoice in your double portion: therefore in your land you shall possess double and everlasting joy shall be yours. (paraphrased by Carlotta)